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Christmas cming ... DOnt noe whether can go celebrate anot cos my MIL going out on eve ... so will b staying at home company my two babies ... My birthday is coming .... turning 22 soon... don noe hw to celebrate my birthday ...

going clubbing this Saturday with my girls... Yeah~

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/23/2009 08:16:00 PM

I went to book my Basic theory today .. Christmas is around e corner but I don seem exciting about it .. I remember last year .. We went Orchard for count down ... Great fun !!! One year has past ...DAmn fast ... Its just like a flash ...

Going clubbing with my girls this Saturday ... haha ... I'm gona have fun ya ...
I hope to move into my new house asap ... =)
I just love gathering .... I miss my girlfriends esp my god sis ...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/23/2009 12:24:00 AM

I'm going to book my driving lesson soon ....

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/20/2009 01:36:00 PM

Brought my little Darius for his injection on Thursday ... two injections for him.. Poor little boy. ... He is fine now .. Guess what ? I'm still breastfeesing my little one ... Issit that amazing ..? I mean or I should say tt its good to breastfeed as long as possible ... cos for my first child, I onli breastfeed till her age of two months old ... Now, my baby boy is so attach to my breast that he doesnt wan formula at all ... DIe !!! hahaha ...Slowly training him lo...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/19/2009 07:11:00 PM

JUST SAY THAT TODAY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME !!

Sigh ~ shall not tok abt e unhappy issue .. I do feel sad n angry .. FUcK Off ..Understand !!

If you don appreciate then do it urself ..

I don feel deserve by you ...

I love Carina n Darius ..Onli them can cheer mi up ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/15/2009 01:08:00 AM

Body n retail therapy for mi at Bugis yesterday... shopping trip alone cos my girls are working .. Full body massage for an hour ...Shiok to e max ~
Nowaday , e fashion doesnt seem to my liking ..Its not my type .. haha .. I cant stand wearing e short flare skirt... spend some time searching for something that attract mi ..In e end , I bought one 3/4 pant , short n a few tops .. 4 Brassie ... No dress for mi cos I guess it will b difficult for mi to wear dress in future cos I have two little babies that I need to take care of ...
Many things are on sale now ...Met Carol n Seeun for dinner n more shopping ... wait for my Hubby to finish his spa thing n fetch mi home ...

Both of my babies are down with flu n cough ... =(
Brought my younger one to see a doc ( my SIL brought my elder girl to see a doctor)
3 bottles of medicine for my boy ... poor baby ... My boy is turning 3 months old in 6 days n my girl is turning 15 months old in 9 days ... Fast rite ... my little boy love to chat ..I've been toking to him everyday , Carina will try to imitate n does e same thing to him .. Darius's head will follow to my direction wherever I walk to .. I m really happy to have them by my side ... They reali make my day .. I reali never imagine i will have two wonderful kids .. Been teaching Carina lot of things n she learning well ...

Waiting for my new house to renovate .. I'm excited n eager to see what my new home will b like ..

I beginning to get piss when people smoke in front of my kids .. don they noe it bad for them to inhale it ... !!! I still have my endurance , don push mi to my limit .. ~

getting back to my beauty sleep now .. tata ~

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/11/2009 07:32:00 AM

I'M FAT ... PLEASE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/07/2009 02:29:00 AM

Club at Atlantis n Sabai with hubby n friends ...

SHopping with JOel , Seeun , Alex ,CArol n not forgetting my Carina ... Sushi for dinner with them ..

Just updating about my recent life ... It seem like my blog is lack of post huh ... Photos wont b up soon ... cos I'm moving.. so is packing n packing ... tired n restless ...

Carina is learning thing faster than I thought ... love her to e max n Darius ...... he love to talk .. he respond veri well when u tok to him .. I'm kinda lost touch with e world cos I have been staying at home .. recently just went out .. Suppose to have shopping trip with my girls today but postpone it ... I wan to cut down e amount of food that I'm eating but its hard .. I can eat n eat non stop .. poor mi ... hahaha ... Actually , I don reali mind cos I'm a mother of two n I just put on some weight .. just give mi some time .. People say that breastfeed seem to get hungry easily cos when they drink e milk .. they gaining all e food .. so .. this is e excuse that I've been giving myself too ...

See e both of them growing up .. I feel a sense of achievement .. I reali cannot believe that this is what I'm doing n I'm actually quite capable of taking care babies ... My first child was a disaster cos i don reali noe how to take care but now... I'm good... keke ...

gtg ... I'm tired ... more packing tml .. nite world ...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
12/02/2009 01:33:00 AM

On Tuesday , I went Toa Payoh to meet my mum for her birthday ... brought Carina n left Darius at home .. Photos will b upload soon .. I'm kinda lazy .. keke .. Crabs again for dinner .. Yum Yum ...
Hubby fetch us home ..

Yesterday , went to Plaza Singapura to service my phone,city chain to service my Puma watch, head to Orchard to Pacific Plaza to service Hubby's watch at Fossil n last station ..... Far East with Seeun n Carol for short shopping trip ...I have to go on diet .. I cant b eating n eating anymore ... I cant wear most of my clothes .. Hubby came down to fetch us n we head to for prata ..

I will b going for shopping trip next week with e girls ... Yeah~ shopping ... Mahjong-ing soon~

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/26/2009 11:28:00 AM

Saturday

Went to Club Atlantis with Hubby n his friends .. After that saw e girls ..E band was not veri good but I had a great fun with e girls..( Jane , Seeun , Angela , Xintian , Glynnis , Sliver ) ..
It been so so so long that I has so much fun .. I would like to go club with you girls again !!!

Sunday

Was resting day .. I guess I din drink liqour for so long , I was having body aching .. During e night, I was craving for Crabs so my MIL brought mi n Carina to e crab party restaurant ...Delicious !!!
Had a cup of tea for cold before neading to my bed ..

Monday

Went over to my mum's place for lunch .. my Fav food .. thai food.. yum yum .. I just love spicy food .. brought e two little monsters to Kiddy Palace ..Carina was running around non stop .. wow.. she had so much energy .. !! my mum had to rest then my turn to catch her ..haha

Tuesday

Rest day

Wednesday

Went to ah da wedding dinner at Swissotel .. After that head down to No sign board to look for my in laws cos is my MIL birthday ..
Mostly is stay at home this few days .. watch DVDs .. look after babies .. I waiting for New Moon to launch ...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/20/2009 01:00:00 PM

At e temple this few days, tireddd ..
It's going to over soon ..Phew..
I have been feeling hungry all day long .. Eat n eat n eat non stop ..
guess I will blog again some other time..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/11/2009 12:32:00 PM

Heloo ...
Wow.. u noe it's not easy to be a mum ... I shall salute all Mummies ..
They should b e proud of e world .. I list out all e things that we should b proud of them ..

They have to endure 9 months of uncomfortable , pain , tiredness n e extra weight of e baby..
Gain weight n extra fats ..
Stretch marks that will stay with u for life ..
When its time to give birth , U have to endure e pain for hours that we can never describe ..screaming away like someone is cutting u up slowly ..
have to bear with e stitches n pain after giving birth ..
Have to do confinement for one month , without bathing n blowing e fan .. Wear long pant n long sleeve shirt ..some to e extend by wearing sock .. I wear slipper ..
Since e day that ur little one was born , we have to start taking care of them till e age of 18 ..
Bath , feed , play , teach n tuck them .. E worst is when baby fall sick .. u have to take extra care .. cant reali sleep .. This is wat I fear most .. protect them from getting hurt or fall down .
Baby will b mummy first priority .. We have to let them have their meal first before we have our food ..
We have to follow their timing ..

There are still plenty more but I guess I shall list out this few onli ..It's enough to see how wonderful n great mum they are ..

Please treat ur mum as ur precious .. !!! Trust mi , u will noe how they feel when u have baby ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/07/2009 12:29:00 PM

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/03/2009 10:18:00 AM

WEnt to KKH children clinic on Tuesday ..Darius need to check for his jaundice level ..It came down ..=)
Time passes so fast.. It already November .. Two of my family members' birthday fall on this month .. My MIL n my SIL ..my SIL bought a coach bag for her. . .I wonder what should we get for my SIL ??She is rather free this month so she has been bringing Carina out almost everyday .. Nowadays , Carina stick to her more than mi .. haha ..
I have been rotting at home.. watching DVDs n surfing e net.. play online game.. looking after my babies ..

I love this song to e max ..e lyrics is meaningful ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
11/01/2009 01:07:00 PM

I cant remember I went out on Wednesday or Thursday ..I went Hougang mall to purchase my shower cream from Body Shop ..Shower cream n gel r goin at $5 each .. I bought two bottles ..One is papaya gel n shea sower cream .. went to find a tailor to sew something for Hubby.. Did I forget to mention tat I brought Carina along.. Suddenly, I miss my mum n I went Toa Payoh to look for my mum ..

Did some shopping n home sweet home ..

Friday

Accompany hubby to take his stocks from his working place n head to golden mile to sew his clothes ..We had Chocolate Fondue.. Fetched my FIL from e temple ..
We went to pacifier , breast pads n Hubby bought a pair of sock for e little one ..FIL bought baby seat for Carina .. Carina was happy when she sat on it..

Been watchin Dvds tis few days .. n looking after babies .. guess today will b goin to Malaysia .. =)

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/25/2009 02:42:00 PM

Bought Birkenstock flat .. I'm going for rebonding but still cant decide when I want to do it .. I'm attending a wedding nxt month .. I wonder should I get a dress ? going shopping soon with Hubby I guess .. I know You are working very hard for e family .. I appreciate it =) .. no matter wat I will b there for you .. Wink~
Presenting my babyboy , Darius Lim

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/22/2009 02:18:00 AM

Pardon me for e random photos .. CArina having her ice cream on two different day .. haha .. Celebrating her birthday on two different day too ..

Burberry Top n bottom .. U c how much my In law love her ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/22/2009 02:10:00 AM

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/22/2009 01:55:00 AM

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/20/2009 01:51:00 PM

Hi everyone, I'm back ..I know u all are eager to see Darius's photo ..

Actually is quite easy to look after two babies.. Just that when they both cry .. it kinda headache .. haha .. Lucky, there still my MIL .. She will help mi to look after e elder girl .. keke ..
Carina is learning to walk .. haha.. active little girl .. dont know when can she reali walk on her own .. Growing teeth again n she seem to going to fall sick .. Poor girl .. hope she will b fine soon ..
My confinement period .. was watching telly .. eat n slp .. haha .. Carina's birthday.. celebrating on her actual date n her chinese birthday day .. Darius's one month n finally I'm free ..
My babyboy drink 4oz milk fomula n I breastfeed him too ..Scary right .. ??
Went out shopping with my MIL n SIL + 2 little monsters .. I'm going to bring my Darius to polyclinic for his injection .. He is a brave boy.. He don cry when e Doc take his blood for blood test .. =)
I gain fat .. haha .. I'm trying veri hard to slim dwn ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/20/2009 01:15:00 PM

Just went through my photobucket.. I like tis... miss my days

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/14/2009 11:51:00 AM

Thank to all hu congrat mi ... I will post my son photo asap okie ...
Juz celebrate Carina's birthday last Friday ..Thank to those hu came down ..

Will be celebrating Darius's one month at My FIL temple .. That mean I finish my confinement this Saturday too ... Yeah~ =) It's a joyful thing for mi cos I finally get to do things I want..

Send my Omnia for serivce ..
Two watches for serivce ..
N Shopping ...haha ..

I'm tinking whether should I get a burberry bag or are there other choices for mi to choose .. Hmmm... It quite tough taking care of two babies but I will try my best to take care of them.. I m trying to slim down too .. =)
update soon

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/11/2009 11:27:00 AM

I will b celebrating Carina 1st birthday tml .. Brithday buffet will b held in my house ...Darius one month will b held on next week too, still planning wher e place ..Finally, I will finish my confinement in one week time .. I get to bath n get to eat my fav food .. Yeah~ Photo, photo...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
10/08/2009 02:57:00 PM

I'm still doing myy confinement .. came to blog while my two babies are slping .. juz to update a bit..

Past one week .. Classmate of mine pass away .. I cant go to his funeral ..I hope he can live happily n bless us ..

My baby boy Darius is drinking alot of milk .. I'm breaStfeeding him .. Carina noe how to sayang , kiss n hug her little brother..SO cute .. Carina's birthday is coming ..Darius 1 month is coming too .. n here come my crabs .. I'm going to eat my Fav food soon .. Yeah~
I'm trying to slim down now .. I tink I reali getting fat ..Juz give mi 3 months .. Cant believe that I have two wonderful kids at my age .. It not a bad thing to b a young mummy ..

Hubby bought e Song Ericssion Hello kitty phone for mi .. photos will b upload after I finish my confinement ya ~

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/29/2009 01:12:00 PM

I have give birth to my babyboy,Darius Lim on 17 Sep

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/20/2009 05:50:00 PM

Counting Down to my EDD ...16 more days to go. . . woohoo~

Went to have Sushi Tei with my in-laws at Serangoon ytd .. Yum Yum .. I was like a hungry ghost eating non stop .. haha .. Came home after that n continue my Dragonica .. Level 23 now but I tink most of e game I play wont last veri long .. I tink after I give birth, I wont even have time for it already .. I will b like starting all over again my routine .. Breastfeed,eat and sleep .. Going for my KK appotinment next Wednesday .. Carina hitting 1st on 20Sep but we wont b celebrating on tt day ..cos In laws say celebrate on her chinese birthday~Cos need to pray all that ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/13/2009 11:12:00 AM

Let start when I bring Carina to take MRT to Chinatown for a walk with my mum..
This Two dress are for her 1st year birthday ..Is so cute n nice ..

She just love going out .. Mayb is Bcos Chinatown has lot of people.. That y she can sit quietly in her pram..

Her uncle just love to disturb her ..Put a ball inside her top.. See how happy she is ..

Smiling away n showing off her teeth

Two pregnant women ... hahaha

Watching her favourite Barney's show

In the MRT

My mother in law was outside of e house talking on phone, so she let Carina sit in her walker n run around with it outside .. E result of it .. DIrty n black feeth

Our adorable pork Pork

Went for KKH appointment on e 9Sep ..everything is fine .. e same thing doc will say .. u r in full term now .. so if u feel any pain or leaking , please go to e Delivery Suite ... hahaha ..I'm waiting for My babyboy .. Carina is turning 1st yr in 9 more days .. She growing up more n more cute .. She will respond veri fast n she noe how to attract ur attention...
gtg ... Carina wake up from her nap ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/11/2009 12:04:00 PM

Overdue pics ...

My tummy

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/11/2009 11:45:00 AM

Slacking at home..Just finish playing Dragonica ..heading to my bed ..going to meet my mum tml .. Wednesday going back to checkup..hope everything fine

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/08/2009 01:30:00 AM

I din reali touch e computer this few days ..resting n slping .. Went for my checkup on 3 Sep .. DOctor said my water bag is lower than average ,so have to do CTG ,I'm so worry but luckily baby is fine n I don have to admit to hospital . I muz go back on 9 Sep .. Scanning , CTG n see Doctor ..I gain 0.5 kg .. =)

Heading to Chinatown later on to meet my mum ..I having slight flu , shit ! I must get well soon .. Sitting MRT cos want to let Carina try as she been sitting taxi n cars ..Got to go prepare ..
tata ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/05/2009 12:33:00 PM

Seriously .. can anyone let mi noe wat is going damn wrong with blogger? I cant upload my photos n it making mi to post less ..Hmmpf *

Went for dinner at e temple yesterday ..my mum came too .. I had my fill till so full that I cant stop saying I'm full .. Today is e 1st day of September .. Its mean 28 more days to go .. counting down now .. Life seem boring to mi ..cant reali go out cos muz take care of my babies .. I'm so excited .. I will b heading to NTUC later on .. buying groceries to cook for lunch n dinner .. Waiting for my little Carina to wake up , feed her n off we go ..

He bought DVDs for Carina to watch n she loves it~ She will dance when we ask her to , she need lot of attention n she loves going out .. haha~
This post is written yesterday ...

Today

DOn tink going anywhere cos I feeling tired n I cant carry Carina at all .. My back damn hurt ..She is grumpy too .. I heard people told mi Cos I'm going to give birth n babies will like this .. They want attention... I have to b patience... Mummy of cos love you..
My back is killing mi n my babyboy is kicking mi till so hard that I cant sleep ..

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
9/01/2009 09:36:00 AM

I cant uplaod photos again .. Congrat to Janice , give birth to a babyboy .. Happy for you , now is my turn .. I wonder when my little baby will arrive to this world .. Preparing a birthday party for Carina . This few days my tummy start to feel pain .. U noe my tummy is small , people keep telling mi that i will slim down veri fast, ya ..this I noe .. I hope this time, I can endure till I give birth to my babyboy , I don wish to inject epidural cos it not reali good .. I scare e nurse will b irritated by my screaming cos it is damn painful okie!!!!!! U can never imagine e pain .. =) going to e temple for dinner later on .. Last night , I had been feeling hungry all day long , My tummy feel uneasy again .. Seeun came over to look for Carina yesterday , she look so tired , take care of urself ya .. =)
got to bath ..
tata

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
8/31/2009 05:01:00 PM

Reali something going damn wrong with Blogger.. I cant seem to load e photos n I have been feeling irritated by it .. Everyday is e same rountine so poeple.. please be patient with mi till i give birth ya cos now is e hungry ghost festival .. din real go out except meet my mum.. She came over yesterday with gift for Carina again .. Both of us cant seem to stop buying things for Carina .. My dearest Carina is growing her sixth tooth now n I can see she is veri irritated by it .. Carol came over e day before.. I hope she feeling fine ya .. I have been letting Carina watch Dvd.. She love it , I tink I should get more e next time I go out .... Oh ya .. went for my checkup n e doc said my baby is fine .. my weight now is 56.5kg .. I gain 10 kg .. will b going back for scaning on e 3 of Sep .. =)
going to take my bath now.. tata

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
8/29/2009 09:00:00 PM

My photobucket

http://s303.photobucket.com/albums/nn155/xiaonalove/

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
8/26/2009 02:36:00 PM

Did nothing much during this one week .. Was staying at home most of e time , went to do facial ..was rotting at home wasted.. haha~ I reali feel so lazy ,I tink due to e pain that Y or mayb I just plain lazy ...

MOnday
Brought CArina to see a DOc .. her left eye lid was swollen but lucky nothing serious .. went HOugang Mall with my mum for a walk ..

I went to meet Xiao Ci yTd to eat as to celebrate her birthday too ... WEnt Ichiban SuShi to have lunch .. No pics .. keke meet up with my mum after that..do some shopping ..I was feeling so tired at e end of e day .. Had a few sticks of satays beofre hitting e shit .. I fall aslp after watching my favourite drama ...
I will b going for my appointment tml .. Babyboy , Mummy searching for a name for you .. =)
Staying at home .. resting.. blogging .. play game ..

I miss my mum... haha~
I don noe what wrong with blogger again .. I just cant seem to upload my dearest Carina photos .. Never mind .. will try again .. or u all may go to my photobucket to view her photos .. She growing up well .. growing one teeth again .. abit grumpy .. Sayang her lot...

Love is just a illusion that occupy our loneliness <3
8/24/2009 03:39:00 PM