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2011-12-13T19:05:00.001+08:00

Went for a short getaway trip last month.. It was quite an headache bringing e young kids out..
Carina went for a short trip with her gugu again , this time without mi.. I bring Darius out everyday .. Shopping.. Hehe.. Watch movie.. Enjoyed !!
Last Sunday, brought the two kids to watch Barney show at United Square.. They had Ice cream too .. After tt went for family dinner..

2011-10-31T22:41:00.001+08:00

Im so stress up looking after my kids.. Recently really headache.. Kids fight and fight.. Haiz.. Feel like giving up so much.. Tired.. Shag~

My face don noe wat wrong too.. Sensitive.. Two red patches on my cheek.. Cough sore throat.. Wow.. So damn bad.. Im stil young but body is breaking apart..

Now waiting for my show THe Haunting on Animal Planet.

2011-09-27T18:33:00.003+08:00

2011-09-27T18:33:00.001+08:00

23rd September 2011

I went to my pri classmate, Samantha's wedding.. Pretty bride!! Met up my friend from my pri sch.. The feeling is so damn great, I mean after 10 over years, i get to see them .. I am veri happy =) The foods, I find is ok but Im reali happy to see my friend getting married and loved by her husband. Sam, congrat and have a blissing marriage!!
25th Sep

Brought my two monsters to my father's place, they had a great day over there.
My kids r growing up each day, over this past 3 years, goes through alot . I wish for e best for my kids..
They are getting more naughty.. Headache hahha..

2011-09-20T00:33:00.001+08:00

Happy 3rd birthday to my girl, Carina. Mummy loves you!! So fast my girl 3 yrs old..reali so damn fast~ going to start another growing chapter of my kids.. School~
Playing toys with them today... I tink both of them nap quite long .. Haha lucky now both aslp.. Im turning in too.. Nights~

2011-09-19T14:49:00.002+08:00

2011-09-19T14:36:00.001+08:00

On 17 sept .. Celebrated my kids birthday.. Was a good one even though im busy ... Hmmmm... Blog later.. Im taking a nap first

2011-06-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

It is goin to b end of June holiday . Carina going to start school soon .. Holiday over !! Time to change back all the timing =)

Bring my two little monsters over to my Dad's place .. both of them r eating tidbit while Im blogging here. Weather is so freaking hot ..How I wish I can just jump into a pool of water n soak myself in it..hahahaha ..

In 3 months time,Carina n Darius will b celebrating their 3rd n 2nd birthday .. Time really flies !!
I just wish that both of them will b obedient kids to mi .. I just put hopes on them ..

We have talk about it .. Everything will b as plan .. haha .. Im happy la like finally I can get out of my nightmare n another stupid one is replacing me..whahahahaha .. Enjoy ur loving dovey love.. haha .. stupid!!!

You r e stupid n dumb one thinking that everything is true haha .. Poor u .. !!!

Recently meet up with my girls .. not going anywher much..walk walk , lunch n chit chat really make my day ..hehe

meeting my mum soon.. shall stop here .. Loves my kids ..

2011-04-08T14:42:00.002+08:00

Wow .. its been months since e last update ..haha...guess no one wil browse alr ..Anyway , I'm leading my life well n taking care of my two kids .. even though they r naughty at times , they r stil my precious .. Hmmm ..I don noe when wil b e next time tt I will update here .keke .. Life is so much better now .. My forcus is onli on my kids ..

Decision tt I had to make.. will I bear to leave them??? I don wish to tink but I had to make up my mind .. I cant just drag it long ..I'm sick of e sight of it .. I wan to b far away from it .. far !!!

Carina started going to Tots House .. Time passes so damn fast , darius will b attending next year .. 5 more months will b my kids' birthday .. I wonder how to celebrate for them ..
I wan to go out n chill .. chill with my friends but I guess it will b veri hard.. I need a short break for myself ....

2011-01-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

Wish everyone a Happy New Year !!!

I want a brand new year, a brand new mi .. =) 2010 wasnt a good or I should say bad year for mi ..so many things happen one after another ..
I guess is e worst thing that happen in my life but luckily I m numb already so Its not affecting mi that bad ..

2010-11-09T00:27:00.003+08:00

Today was like having e mood to blog n had some spare time for myself .. cos usually I will b veri tired so after making my kids to sleep , i will sleep ..no matter how much I sleep , It doesn't seem enough ...

U know now without e maid .. I have to look after e kids all by myself , I cant go out anymore like drinking or have some time for myself .. It abit stressful for mi cos I am dealing with kids u noe .. not easy .. at times , I reali wan to let loose but I cant ..

I tink without my two kids. Nothing beats mi down too .. I'm just planning my time , waiting for a chance to strike .. Recently, I have heard few of my friends are getting divorce .. Come on ~ It's so common nowadays , don take it too hard cos U r not in their shoe, u will never understand what they r going through .. just b a listen ear n give them advice if needed .. Like we always say , it takes to hand to clap .. how can e r/s works if u keep living in your own world .. ??

U know actually its always e children hu keep e family going ... its hard for a couples to stay so loving for so long.It is commitment n e children to keep it going ...

I have come across a family hu has three children .. E father will fetch his wife n children to work n school without fail .. The husband n wife still hold hand when they go out .. hw will bring his wife for a holiday .. issit it sweet?? To me , yes!!!

My son , Darius ...I cant leave his sight .. he will cry n look for mi .. That oso a reason that I cant go out at night anymore .. maybe becos I still breastfeed him .. ???at least he is better recently .. he will allow people to carry him .. if not .. died .. haha .. Carina , she is learning new things , she will try to wear e clothings herself .. she will pat mi when I lay on bed .. so sweet . Oh ya. she is going to school next year (play group) . Times flies .. even though , I feel irritate or going crazy when they make a mess but i still love them no matter what ...Its reali make mi reflect on myself at times .. how I wish I can just have a short getaway .. Its reali not easy to b a mother esp mi ... I shall stop here .. night~

2010-08-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

I reali don noe what i should do.. I might put on a smile n act like nothing happen but deep down in my heart, I seriously wanna let go ... too tired of everything .. I don deserve this , you noe ... I want a life that i wan ... I'm like a puppet, letting people drag mi to n fro ... emo-ing~

My son turning 1 n daughter turning 2 in coming month ... just so happy to see them grow up ..

2010-05-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

I will temporary stop blogging for some time cos I tink I need to settle down my feeling n many more.. Just need some time ...

2010-05-09T18:40:00.003+08:00

home home home~ planning for steamboat next week ... anyone? e more e merrier .. ice cream too .. keke

waiting for my food .. watching tele too ...

2010-05-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

halo....I like disappear from my blog... no time to blog n been feeling realli low so no mood to blog..
As time pass , of cos I have been feeling better n good .. mentally stress .. =)

I have so many things to blog but I seriously don noe where to start .. I din really go out as in shopping etc . except to e market .. haha .. feeling restless so been slping n resting ..
Seriously , this year is not a year for mi .. nothing seem to b going well for mi this year except I pass my BTT now waiting for FTT .. haha ..

Thursday 6 May

went to have dinner at marina square , I cant remember e restaurant name but is a Japanese restaurant famous for their Curry ... E food is damn delicious , I will patronize soon ... =)

Friday 7 May

Bath e two little monsters , went to market with Carina to get all e food for steamboat .. Yum yum .. my stomach been feeling bloated till now .. I just love it , if there more company, will b appreciated !

I guess I will b meeting my friends for steamboat again next week .. I wish to have a tub of ice cream .. Don know y this few days, keep feeling like eating sweet things .. Weather so hot , reali just feel like lazing in e bed not moving but cannot ...

Darius's face still not recover yet .. need to change appointment for him tml .. remember pls ... I always have bad memory .. =)

going to watch my tele le.. tata

2010-04-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

Quite some time dint blog ... many things happens during this period ... I guess I had changed .. i don give a damn or faces to people hu I don respect ... This is mi .. My eyes hurt recently .. don noe what wrong but e pain subside now , I hope it wont come back again .. Both of my children is growing up well but Darius's face is not recover yet .. shall wait n see.. hmmm ... Time passes so fast that my daughter is turning 2 yrs while my son 1 2yrs old .. headache ar.. hahha ... I might have regret in my life but I don regret giving birth to my both children .. Muack~

2010-04-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'm happy to see my two kids playing around .. I just trying to settle my emotions .. time will heal ..

2010-04-08T07:58:00.002+08:00

i'm fucking exhausted n drained .. disappointment again n again.. lies after lies .. hate become hatred .. i'm fucking pissed.. it so unfair .. i reali don noe how to describe my feeling n thoughts .. irritating fucker .. just fuck off if u wan .. it's becoming more fake .. this time round , i need to start planning for it .. tired ~

2010-04-05T12:53:00.003+08:00

My BIL wedding .. woke up at 4 plus to prepare n off to Cherie's house ..
enjoy pranking e guys.. haha .. happy to see them so loving ..

my little prince n princess ... keke..

Thursday

.. hens night with e girls.. shiok .. haha ~ I miss my clubbing days at time .. I guess I reached home 4 plus ..too bad Carol was not there .. miss her ..

Friday

met up wif my mum to have buffet .. yum yum.. E food is not bad ..I shall go there again ..

Today .. appointment at KKH .. having my lunch now n going off soon .. Poor Darius.. he is having bad flu ..

2010-04-04T13:12:00.002+08:00

I have been feeling fastrated this whole fucking week or more than that.. I just don understand human beings ..When we talk nicely to them , they tink we forgive n ok with it n they will carry on to test drive ... When we reali angry n got reali mad .. then they will tel u all sort of rubbish n agree with every request that U asked .. Funny rite ?Y cant they just agree in e first time n things wont turn out in this way ..

I seriously been giving this CREATURE 's face but it seem like , this monster like thing in e hard way .. U tink u are reali great then show mi wat ability that u have .. don come n fuck around with mi .. I seriously cant imagine wat will happen to this monster in e future n don worry , I wont let u off .. WHen I have e time.. I will slowly play u out .. People keep quiet doesnt mean they're ok .. U provoke e wrong person , I can tell u that !

2010-03-30T09:26:00.002+08:00

Sunday

attend my BIL wedding .. haha.. it's so fun to b jie mei early in e morning .. I was drunk .. haha but I'm feeling beta now .. was having hangover n headache yesterday .. keke ...

photos will b upload soon~

2010-03-25T12:47:00.002+08:00

My eyes start to feel pain since yesterday ..I'm feeling restless due to both of my children is sick .. Been waking up in e middle of e night to feed them , tuck them to sleep .. Crying n crying cos they r feeling uncomfortable .. Poor thing , they can onli cry cos they still cant tok .. Seriously , I'm breaking down but I told myself that I still have to move on ..

both of them r ok now but still having flu ..

hai~~ hai~ I' feeling upset but I reali don noe how to say ..

2010-03-18T15:10:00.002+08:00

Photos on Food tasting n today ..
Her gu gu make her wear this .. so cute

suit , he is wearing on my BIL wedding.. so cute right .. cant tahan ..

2010-03-18T13:59:00.002+08:00

May I noe what is ur intention? WHoever I saying doesnt reali related to u .. Seriously , Please MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS !!!! if u still wan to b friend ..

2010-03-10T11:06:00.002+08:00

18 more days to go for my BIL's wedding .. Getting suit for Darius .. Shopping for dresses this Sunday with Eun N Carol .. =)

Baby Darius nearly fall from e bed yesterday .. Lucky, I get hold of him if not , I reali cannot imagine .... Brought Darius for a walk ytd ..
I seriously veri angry.. STUPID Princess bite Carina's finger .. not e first time already but this time, is so serious that half of her nail chipped off, bleeding non stop ... How i wish I can slaughter e dog into pieces ... Hate it .. Carina will wake up n cry in e middle of e night like she haveing nightmare or something ..

2010-03-03T15:22:00.002+08:00

Been feeling restless recently .. I don noe what e reason cos it may b more than one reason that I could think of..

It's a brand new month .. Just went out with my Hubby , MIL n not forgetting my little Carina to Compass Point to buy bedsheet .. head to temple n home after that On Sunday ..

Went to have prata with Hubby n Carina .. saw my primary schoolmate .. I'm so happy to see her ..I mean it been a long time since I last saw her..many years ............ i calculate ~
home sweet home =)

Usual mi today .. tired .. Carina is sleeping while Darius is sitting in his walker , walking around n smiling. Going to take a nap after making him to slp .. Guess what? I'm still breastfeeding him .. I'm reali happy n I hope I can breastfeed him till 2 years old .. Been going to hougang green this few days ..Its like 3 mins walk from my house =) Its not a shopping mall but it a small mall which have coffeeshops watson ..blah blah blah~ I love my new house area.. There two Primary school n one Secdonary school near my area .. All walking distant .. My BIL getting marry on 28 March while my wedding anniversary is on e 30th .. whahaha .. We been tgt for 2 years n still counting , I just love staying at home . People always ask mi , dont I feel boring staying at home.. No, not reali.. cos it not easy to look after kids .. their sleeping n feeding time is different so it quite difficult for mi to take a nap if there no one to help mi to look after Carina ..

I'm going for my BTT on e 15 .. wish mi luck ya .. Oh ya, shopping trip again .. buying dresses for e wedding as I am going to attend another wedding on April too .. so many wedding dinners keke .. This year , so many ppl getting married .. hope they have a blissful marriage ..

i craving for Swedsen Ice cream ...

2010-02-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

I just came across someone blog n I quite agree with what she say ..I used to treasure Friendship to e max .. I will feel sad when I have no friends .. This few years , I finally saw e true colour of many people.. They said they treat u as friends.. they neither cal u out nor cal to ask how r u but their mouth will keep on saying I do miss u, just tt I'm busy .. WTF?? When I got married , worst !!! They stop contacting mi.. mostly is I contact them .. What m I to them ?Seriously, to mi now.. u just onli need a few true friends ..that Y I onli contact e few.. When they have problems , they will cal u but when they r attached? totally no ..They just forget e care n concern when u show them .. I take it veri easy .. If they reali treat mi as good friends.. they will cal u out ..
Thank my jie .. jie fu .. Carol .. Seeun (until now still don wan add mi in msn ..hahaha) for being there for mi..

2010-02-26T09:27:00.002+08:00

Chances dont always come by .. I'm seriously disappointed but no choice .. let wait for the outcome

2010-02-24T12:04:00.002+08:00

SO so so many overdue photos.. pardon mi ..
darius is so cute n handsome ..Carina is so sweet n pretty .. My darlingssss ...
Darius is having fever now.. Poor him ..took him to take his injection ytd .. barley for both of them later ..

2010-02-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

I went to Jia hao's son one month celebration just now.. his son look so much like Pei Ting .. I hope She can handle well =)

Head home .. Hubby n e co went Sabai but I'm not going cos Will b veri tiring for mi cos tml I'll b going to have my reunion dinner at my auntie's place..Bringing my two little cuteys ... I bet Carina will have fun over there. After that will b unpacking thing at my new house .. Will b moving in real soon .. I love my room ... Cant wait to slp on my new bed ..
I'm going to shop again but this time is respresent him .. haha .. getting him boxes ..blah blah blah ~

Today , my two little kids sleep early so I have e time to blog .. I'm turning in too .. Tired .. tata

2010-02-05T09:25:00.002+08:00

Morning world ~

Woke up in e morning .. breathe e freshest air in e morning make mi feel so good .. My little Darius is awake but not Carina .. so I;m blogging while waiting for her to wake up .. =)

Darius is Going to b 5 months old while Carina 15 months old .. Reali veri fast.. my babies are growing up .. Darius love ppl to chat n play with him.. Carina, she is learning more n more things .. She know when I'm angry .. When she hungry, she will ask for food .. It's just so cute about her .. she is super duper active too .. Cant reali bring e two of them out if I'm alone .. chaos.. I bring e two of them out onli when my mum is around, if not there's no one to help mi ..

Went City Plaza on Tuesday with my mum to have lunch .. suppose to shop some grocies before heading home but Hubby want to go Bugis to buy his Shirt .. send my mum home after that .. Thank Mummy .. I love you ...
Went City plaza again on Wednesday to have lunch with my MIL .. haha .. I wont feel boring eating e same food .. E ban mian is good .. esp e chilli .. Yum Yum ..

Going out later , Carina been going everyday with mi .. Poor Darius still young so mostly staying at home ...

Carina has wake up .. bathing them now .. tata

2010-02-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

i find that my blog is starting to get boring.. haha .. I do noe that even if it boring.. there people wanna find out abt my life ...

Saturday

Shopping with my girls .. The central n Far East.. Eun n I bought e same wedge but in different colour at Charle & Keith .. nothing much to shop over there but there serve plently of nice foods ..
Collect Hubby's watch at fossil n head to Far East .. End up, I only bought one top from Zimple ..mani n pedi with my girl .. Hubby fetched mi home ...

Sunday

Brought Carina over to my mum's place before heading to bugis ... There's plently of nice clothings n its cheap too ... I reali wish I can grab all of them.. haha .. I thought of getting high heel but nothing caught my eyes.. meet up with my Jie n jie fu ..Bugis was so packed on Sunday .. I nearly faint .. wat a weakling .. =)

Resting day for me today .. Company my both babies .. playing .. feeding ..

gtg.. I'm so damn tired ..
nite people ...

2010-01-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

Shopping spree tml with my girls ... so happy... =)

Bringing Carina over to my mum's place ...

2010-01-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

i cant remember when I went to Vivo .. haha .. brought the two little babies ...hubby got himself one T-shirt n one shoe ... Darius - two shirts n one pant .. Carina- one pair of shoe.. mi - none ... hate to go shopping with him.. cos i will not get anything but is ok.. I meeting my girls for shopping on Sat n Sun =)

Tuesday
went back to my mum place.. bought Darius a pair of baby sneaker .. nice .. wanted to get T-shirt for Carina but nothing nice so will b shopping for her on Sat ..

Today .. went to my new home .. renovation is gona complete soon .. Nice ~
had dinner with my family n head to Hougang mall to get bedsheets ...

Tired ..heading to my cosy bed.. tata

2010-01-21T14:50:00.002+08:00

Celebrate his n my birthday but end.. I screw up!!!!
hai.... Seriously don noe what went wrong with mi that I had make such a big mistake....

I have been feeling restless ...tired n emo.. Had a good talk with my good friends .. I m feelin beta now...
Reality is cruel... Don expect too much cos u will feel more disappointeed when e outcome is not wat u wanted...
I find myself change alot too .. Is reali good to have a few good friends that u can talk with...

I have not thank those ppl hu give mi present .. esp SEEUn N CArol ... thank .. i love E necklace lot .. I love u girls ..
u will ripe with wat u sow ... If i din get it wrongly ...

Darius is happy n cherrful babyboy when Carina is still e same.. playful n chitty girl .. keke ...
My children is growing up so fast .. I hope u two will b fillial to mi when u grow up ..=)
Mummy loves you ...~

2010-01-13T14:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out to have birthday dinner with my family to celebrate FIL n Hubbys' birthday ...
Two more days is Hubby actual birthday ... =)
Tonight Sil is bringing us to eat my fav crabs.. yeah~ Love you ... She is reali nice , easy going n a good friend to have but she love to shop ... haha ... lucky my shoe size is e same as her.. can borrow hers to wear .. whahaha .. she dote on my both kids .. she will buy clothings for Carina .. =)

Darius , my little boy is a veri chatty n lively boy .. when he woke up in e morning , he will tok n laugh by himself.. I will always b awake by his noise ..haha .. It not wasy to look after two babies but nevermind.. ppl always say endure e hardship , when e children grow up.. I m free..
Btw .. when Carina 18 years old ... I'm onli 38 .. haha... I cant imagine that man.. That is e time I can go shopping , clubbing n relax myself ...
I pray hard that both of my children is safe n healthy when they grow up ... B a obedient children to mummy n daddy cos it's not easy bringing them up ..Daddy has to work hard to give them a good life ..while mummy has to sacrifice her slp n has to stop doing e thing she used to do ..

I love both of them .. Nothing can replace them in my heart... they r my life.. If u r not a mother yet , U wont understand how it feel to b a mother.. she willing to give up her life for e sake of e child ..

gtg.. Darius wake up from his nap ... tata

2010-01-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

This was taken two years back ... Time passes so so fast ...

Monday - going facial with darren

Wednesday- meeting my girls for steamboat .. I m so happy to see them ..

Thursday -family dinner =)

I don tink I'm going to club to celebrate my birthday ... It seem like so boring .. ya ..totally boring ..

watching Autumn's Concerto on youtube.... Nice~

2010-01-06T18:22:00.002+08:00

It wasnt a good new year for mi this year ... Fuck ~

Reali feel so emo .. I finally realise that It not easy to b what I m .. Have to endure .. I noe that people do make mistake ,even if I in e wrong .. Thing shldnt be lk this .. Is not all my fault .. I just feel like I'm an outsider now .. I'm shutting myself up ..

my birthday is coming n I don feel excited about it anyway .. It like thing not going smooth ..

2009-12-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

For so long , I had my girls outing .. On Christmas night , I dint get to celebrate cos I need to look after my two babies ..I went out on Saturday nite instead ...

Club at Lunar .. the song that e singers sang were veri nice .. Atmostphere is nice .. We girls were so high ...=) no photos .. u can view e photos in my facebook if u have mi as ur friends ..

I vomitted all e way home ... haha .. I swear I never drink Vodka again .. We were all high but not drunk .. I guess we will party again ..

Hubby was angry with mi cos he thought I was drunk n I came home late... sorry ..

We are equal now .. cos u do make mi angry too !!!!

I wanna watch Avatar .. i noe is a nice movie ...I'm still watching for that particular someone to bring mi for a movie ...

Year 2010 is coming in 3 days time .. what is all ur resolutions?

Mine?

haha ....

I hope i can cut up some fat n slim down ..

Both of my babies stay healthy n b good babies to mi ..

hubby treat mi e same as ever ..

my birthday is coming too .. 22yr old.. it seem like I'm getting older n older .. I wonder how shld I celebrate .. I seem nothing special anymore .. not excited ..nothing ... hais...

2009-12-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

Christmas cming ... DOnt noe whether can go celebrate anot cos my MIL going out on eve ... so will b staying at home company my two babies ... My birthday is coming .... turning 22 soon... don noe hw to celebrate my birthday ...

going clubbing this Saturday with my girls... Yeah~

2009-12-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

I went to book my Basic theory today .. Christmas is around e corner but I don seem exciting about it .. I remember last year .. We went Orchard for count down ... Great fun !!! One year has past ...DAmn fast ... Its just like a flash ...

Going clubbing with my girls this Saturday ... haha ... I'm gona have fun ya ...
I hope to move into my new house asap ... =)
I just love gathering .... I miss my girlfriends esp my god sis ...

2009-12-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

I'm going to book my driving lesson soon ....

2009-12-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

Brought my little Darius for his injection on Thursday ... two injections for him.. Poor little boy. ... He is fine now .. Guess what ? I'm still breastfeesing my little one ... Issit that amazing ..? I mean or I should say tt its good to breastfeed as long as possible ... cos for my first child, I onli breastfeed till her age of two months old ... Now, my baby boy is so attach to my breast that he doesnt wan formula at all ... DIe !!! hahaha ...Slowly training him lo...

2009-12-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

JUST SAY THAT TODAY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME !!

Sigh ~ shall not tok abt e unhappy issue .. I do feel sad n angry .. FUcK Off ..Understand !!

If you don appreciate then do it urself ..

I don feel deserve by you ...

I love Carina n Darius ..Onli them can cheer mi up ..

2009-12-11T07:32:00.002+08:00

Body n retail therapy for mi at Bugis yesterday... shopping trip alone cos my girls are working .. Full body massage for an hour ...Shiok to e max ~
Nowaday , e fashion doesnt seem to my liking ..Its not my type .. haha .. I cant stand wearing e short flare skirt... spend some time searching for something that attract mi ..In e end , I bought one 3/4 pant , short n a few tops .. 4 Brassie ... No dress for mi cos I guess it will b difficult for mi to wear dress in future cos I have two little babies that I need to take care of ...
Many things are on sale now ...Met Carol n Seeun for dinner n more shopping ... wait for my Hubby to finish his spa thing n fetch mi home ...

Both of my babies are down with flu n cough ... =(
Brought my younger one to see a doc ( my SIL brought my elder girl to see a doctor)
3 bottles of medicine for my boy ... poor baby ... My boy is turning 3 months old in 6 days n my girl is turning 15 months old in 9 days ... Fast rite ... my little boy love to chat ..I've been toking to him everyday , Carina will try to imitate n does e same thing to him .. Darius's head will follow to my direction wherever I walk to .. I m really happy to have them by my side ... They reali make my day .. I reali never imagine i will have two wonderful kids .. Been teaching Carina lot of things n she learning well ...

Waiting for my new house to renovate .. I'm excited n eager to see what my new home will b like ..

I beginning to get piss when people smoke in front of my kids .. don they noe it bad for them to inhale it ... !!! I still have my endurance , don push mi to my limit .. ~

getting back to my beauty sleep now .. tata ~

2009-12-07T02:29:00.001+08:00

I'M FAT ... PLEASE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-12-02T01:33:00.002+08:00

Club at Atlantis n Sabai with hubby n friends ...

SHopping with JOel , Seeun , Alex ,CArol n not forgetting my Carina ... Sushi for dinner with them ..

Just updating about my recent life ... It seem like my blog is lack of post huh ... Photos wont b up soon ... cos I'm moving.. so is packing n packing ... tired n restless ...

Carina is learning thing faster than I thought ... love her to e max n Darius ...... he love to talk .. he respond veri well when u tok to him .. I'm kinda lost touch with e world cos I have been staying at home .. recently just went out .. Suppose to have shopping trip with my girls today but postpone it ... I wan to cut down e amount of food that I'm eating but its hard .. I can eat n eat non stop .. poor mi ... hahaha ... Actually , I don reali mind cos I'm a mother of two n I just put on some weight .. just give mi some time .. People say that breastfeed seem to get hungry easily cos when they drink e milk .. they gaining all e food .. so .. this is e excuse that I've been giving myself too ...

See e both of them growing up .. I feel a sense of achievement .. I reali cannot believe that this is what I'm doing n I'm actually quite capable of taking care babies ... My first child was a disaster cos i don reali noe how to take care but now... I'm good... keke ...

gtg ... I'm tired ... more packing tml .. nite world ...

2009-11-26T11:28:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday , I went Toa Payoh to meet my mum for her birthday ... brought Carina n left Darius at home .. Photos will b upload soon .. I'm kinda lazy .. keke .. Crabs again for dinner .. Yum Yum ...
Hubby fetch us home ..

Yesterday , went to Plaza Singapura to service my phone,city chain to service my Puma watch, head to Orchard to Pacific Plaza to service Hubby's watch at Fossil n last station ..... Far East with Seeun n Carol for short shopping trip ...I have to go on diet .. I cant b eating n eating anymore ... I cant wear most of my clothes .. Hubby came down to fetch us n we head to for prata ..

I will b going for shopping trip next week with e girls ... Yeah~ shopping ... Mahjong-ing soon~

2009-11-20T13:00:00.003+08:00

Saturday

Went to Club Atlantis with Hubby n his friends .. After that saw e girls ..E band was not veri good but I had a great fun with e girls..( Jane , Seeun , Angela , Xintian , Glynnis , Sliver ) ..
It been so so so long that I has so much fun .. I would like to go club with you girls again !!!

Sunday

Was resting day .. I guess I din drink liqour for so long , I was having body aching .. During e night, I was craving for Crabs so my MIL brought mi n Carina to e crab party restaurant ...Delicious !!!
Had a cup of tea for cold before neading to my bed ..

Monday

Went over to my mum's place for lunch .. my Fav food .. thai food.. yum yum .. I just love spicy food .. brought e two little monsters to Kiddy Palace ..Carina was running around non stop .. wow.. she had so much energy .. !! my mum had to rest then my turn to catch her ..haha

Tuesday

Rest day

Wednesday

Went to ah da wedding dinner at Swissotel .. After that head down to No sign board to look for my in laws cos is my MIL birthday ..
Mostly is stay at home this few days .. watch DVDs .. look after babies .. I waiting for New Moon to launch ...

2009-11-11T12:32:00.002+08:00

At e temple this few days, tireddd ..
It's going to over soon ..Phew..
I have been feeling hungry all day long .. Eat n eat n eat non stop ..
guess I will blog again some other time..

2009-11-07T12:29:00.002+08:00

Heloo ...
Wow.. u noe it's not easy to be a mum ... I shall salute all Mummies ..
They should b e proud of e world .. I list out all e things that we should b proud of them ..

They have to endure 9 months of uncomfortable , pain , tiredness n e extra weight of e baby..
Gain weight n extra fats ..
Stretch marks that will stay with u for life ..
When its time to give birth , U have to endure e pain for hours that we can never describe ..screaming away like someone is cutting u up slowly ..
have to bear with e stitches n pain after giving birth ..
Have to do confinement for one month , without bathing n blowing e fan .. Wear long pant n long sleeve shirt ..some to e extend by wearing sock .. I wear slipper ..
Since e day that ur little one was born , we have to start taking care of them till e age of 18 ..
Bath , feed , play , teach n tuck them .. E worst is when baby fall sick .. u have to take extra care .. cant reali sleep .. This is wat I fear most .. protect them from getting hurt or fall down .
Baby will b mummy first priority .. We have to let them have their meal first before we have our food ..
We have to follow their timing ..

There are still plenty more but I guess I shall list out this few onli ..It's enough to see how wonderful n great mum they are ..

Please treat ur mum as ur precious .. !!! Trust mi , u will noe how they feel when u have baby ..

2009-11-03T10:18:00.002+08:00

Brought two little monster to Tpy cos my godmum open a stall near my house .. =)
Came home around 9 plus .. tired..bath Carina n clean Darius ..tuck both of them to slp n my turn to slp .. It not easy to b a mom .. So ppl out there.. please appreciate ur mom n love them ..

I just cant get enough of her ..

2009-11-01T13:07:00.001+08:00

WEnt to KKH children clinic on Tuesday ..Darius need to check for his jaundice level ..It came down ..=)
Time passes so fast.. It already November .. Two of my family members' birthday fall on this month .. My MIL n my SIL ..my SIL bought a coach bag for her. . .I wonder what should we get for my SIL ??She is rather free this month so she has been bringing Carina out almost everyday .. Nowadays , Carina stick to her more than mi .. haha ..
I have been rotting at home.. watching DVDs n surfing e net.. play online game.. looking after my babies ..

I love this song to e max ..e lyrics is meaningful ..

2009-10-25T14:42:00.002+08:00

I cant remember I went out on Wednesday or Thursday ..I went Hougang mall to purchase my shower cream from Body Shop ..Shower cream n gel r goin at $5 each .. I bought two bottles ..One is papaya gel n shea sower cream .. went to find a tailor to sew something for Hubby.. Did I forget to mention tat I brought Carina along.. Suddenly, I miss my mum n I went Toa Payoh to look for my mum ..

Did some shopping n home sweet home ..

Friday

Accompany hubby to take his stocks from his working place n head to golden mile to sew his clothes ..We had Chocolate Fondue.. Fetched my FIL from e temple ..
We went to pacifier , breast pads n Hubby bought a pair of sock for e little one ..FIL bought baby seat for Carina .. Carina was happy when she sat on it..

Been watchin Dvds tis few days .. n looking after babies .. guess today will b goin to Malaysia .. =)

2009-10-22T02:18:00.003+08:00

Bought Birkenstock flat .. I'm going for rebonding but still cant decide when I want to do it .. I'm attending a wedding nxt month .. I wonder should I get a dress ? going shopping soon with Hubby I guess .. I know You are working very hard for e family .. I appreciate it =) .. no matter wat I will b there for you .. Wink~
Presenting my babyboy , Darius Lim

2009-10-22T02:10:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for e random photos .. CArina having her ice cream on two different day .. haha .. Celebrating her birthday on two different day too ..

Burberry Top n bottom .. U c how much my In law love her ..

2009-10-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

2009-10-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

2009-10-20T13:15:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm back ..I know u all are eager to see Darius's photo ..

Actually is quite easy to look after two babies.. Just that when they both cry .. it kinda headache .. haha .. Lucky, there still my MIL .. She will help mi to look after e elder girl .. keke ..
Carina is learning to walk .. haha.. active little girl .. dont know when can she reali walk on her own .. Growing teeth again n she seem to going to fall sick .. Poor girl .. hope she will b fine soon ..
My confinement period .. was watching telly .. eat n slp .. haha .. Carina's birthday.. celebrating on her actual date n her chinese birthday day .. Darius's one month n finally I'm free ..
My babyboy drink 4oz milk fomula n I breastfeed him too ..Scary right .. ??
Went out shopping with my MIL n SIL + 2 little monsters .. I'm going to bring my Darius to polyclinic for his injection .. He is a brave boy.. He don cry when e Doc take his blood for blood test .. =)
I gain fat .. haha .. I'm trying veri hard to slim dwn ..

2009-10-14T11:51:00.001+08:00

Just went through my photobucket.. I like tis... miss my days

2009-10-11T11:27:00.002+08:00

Thank to all hu congrat mi ... I will post my son photo asap okie ...
Juz celebrate Carina's birthday last Friday ..Thank to those hu came down ..

Will be celebrating Darius's one month at My FIL temple .. That mean I finish my confinement this Saturday too ... Yeah~ =) It's a joyful thing for mi cos I finally get to do things I want..

Send my Omnia for serivce ..
Two watches for serivce ..
N Shopping ...haha ..

I'm tinking whether should I get a burberry bag or are there other choices for mi to choose .. Hmmm... It quite tough taking care of two babies but I will try my best to take care of them.. I m trying to slim down too .. =)
update soon

2009-10-08T14:57:00.002+08:00

I will b celebrating Carina 1st birthday tml .. Brithday buffet will b held in my house ...Darius one month will b held on next week too, still planning wher e place ..Finally, I will finish my confinement in one week time .. I get to bath n get to eat my fav food .. Yeah~ Photo, photo...

2009-09-29T13:12:00.002+08:00

I'm still doing myy confinement .. came to blog while my two babies are slping .. juz to update a bit..

Past one week .. Classmate of mine pass away .. I cant go to his funeral ..I hope he can live happily n bless us ..

My baby boy Darius is drinking alot of milk .. I'm breaStfeeding him .. Carina noe how to sayang , kiss n hug her little brother..SO cute .. Carina's birthday is coming ..Darius 1 month is coming too .. n here come my crabs .. I'm going to eat my Fav food soon .. Yeah~
I'm trying to slim down now .. I tink I reali getting fat ..Juz give mi 3 months .. Cant believe that I have two wonderful kids at my age .. It not a bad thing to b a young mummy ..

Hubby bought e Song Ericssion Hello kitty phone for mi .. photos will b upload after I finish my confinement ya ~

2009-09-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

I have give birth to my babyboy,Darius Lim on 17 Sep

2009-09-13T11:12:00.002+08:00

Counting Down to my EDD ...16 more days to go. . . woohoo~

Went to have Sushi Tei with my in-laws at Serangoon ytd .. Yum Yum .. I was like a hungry ghost eating non stop .. haha .. Came home after that n continue my Dragonica .. Level 23 now but I tink most of e game I play wont last veri long .. I tink after I give birth, I wont even have time for it already .. I will b like starting all over again my routine .. Breastfeed,eat and sleep .. Going for my KK appotinment next Wednesday .. Carina hitting 1st on 20Sep but we wont b celebrating on tt day ..cos In laws say celebrate on her chinese birthday~Cos need to pray all that ..

2009-09-11T12:04:00.002+08:00

Let start when I bring Carina to take MRT to Chinatown for a walk with my mum..
This Two dress are for her 1st year birthday ..Is so cute n nice ..

She just love going out .. Mayb is Bcos Chinatown has lot of people.. That y she can sit quietly in her pram..

Her uncle just love to disturb her ..Put a ball inside her top.. See how happy she is ..

Smiling away n showing off her teeth

Two pregnant women ... hahaha

Watching her favourite Barney's show

In the MRT

My mother in law was outside of e house talking on phone, so she let Carina sit in her walker n run around with it outside .. E result of it .. DIrty n black feeth

Our adorable pork Pork

Went for KKH appointment on e 9Sep ..everything is fine .. e same thing doc will say .. u r in full term now .. so if u feel any pain or leaking , please go to e Delivery Suite ... hahaha ..I'm waiting for My babyboy .. Carina is turning 1st yr in 9 more days .. She growing up more n more cute .. She will respond veri fast n she noe how to attract ur attention...
gtg ... Carina wake up from her nap ..

2009-09-11T11:45:00.003+08:00

Overdue pics ...

My tummy

2009-09-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

Slacking at home..Just finish playing Dragonica ..heading to my bed ..going to meet my mum tml .. Wednesday going back to checkup..hope everything fine

2009-09-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

I din reali touch e computer this few days ..resting n slping .. Went for my checkup on 3 Sep .. DOctor said my water bag is lower than average ,so have to do CTG ,I'm so worry but luckily baby is fine n I don have to admit to hospital . I muz go back on 9 Sep .. Scanning , CTG n see Doctor ..I gain 0.5 kg .. =)

Heading to Chinatown later on to meet my mum ..I having slight flu , shit ! I must get well soon .. Sitting MRT cos want to let Carina try as she been sitting taxi n cars ..Got to go prepare ..
tata ..

2009-09-01T09:36:00.003+08:00

Seriously .. can anyone let mi noe wat is going damn wrong with blogger? I cant upload my photos n it making mi to post less ..Hmmpf *

Went for dinner at e temple yesterday ..my mum came too .. I had my fill till so full that I cant stop saying I'm full .. Today is e 1st day of September .. Its mean 28 more days to go .. counting down now .. Life seem boring to mi ..cant reali go out cos muz take care of my babies .. I'm so excited .. I will b heading to NTUC later on .. buying groceries to cook for lunch n dinner .. Waiting for my little Carina to wake up , feed her n off we go ..

He bought DVDs for Carina to watch n she loves it~ She will dance when we ask her to , she need lot of attention n she loves going out .. haha~
This post is written yesterday ...

Today

DOn tink going anywhere cos I feeling tired n I cant carry Carina at all .. My back damn hurt ..She is grumpy too .. I heard people told mi Cos I'm going to give birth n babies will like this .. They want attention... I have to b patience... Mummy of cos love you..
My back is killing mi n my babyboy is kicking mi till so hard that I cant sleep ..

2009-08-31T17:01:00.003+08:00

I cant uplaod photos again .. Congrat to Janice , give birth to a babyboy .. Happy for you , now is my turn .. I wonder when my little baby will arrive to this world .. Preparing a birthday party for Carina . This few days my tummy start to feel pain .. U noe my tummy is small , people keep telling mi that i will slim down veri fast, ya ..this I noe .. I hope this time, I can endure till I give birth to my babyboy , I don wish to inject epidural cos it not reali good .. I scare e nurse will b irritated by my screaming cos it is damn painful okie!!!!!! U can never imagine e pain .. =) going to e temple for dinner later on .. Last night , I had been feeling hungry all day long , My tummy feel uneasy again .. Seeun came over to look for Carina yesterday , she look so tired , take care of urself ya .. =)
got to bath ..
tata

2009-08-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

Reali something going damn wrong with Blogger.. I cant seem to load e photos n I have been feeling irritated by it .. Everyday is e same rountine so poeple.. please be patient with mi till i give birth ya cos now is e hungry ghost festival .. din real go out except meet my mum.. She came over yesterday with gift for Carina again .. Both of us cant seem to stop buying things for Carina .. My dearest Carina is growing her sixth tooth now n I can see she is veri irritated by it .. Carol came over e day before.. I hope she feeling fine ya .. I have been letting Carina watch Dvd.. She love it , I tink I should get more e next time I go out .... Oh ya .. went for my checkup n e doc said my baby is fine .. my weight now is 56.5kg .. I gain 10 kg .. will b going back for scaning on e 3 of Sep .. =)
going to take my bath now.. tata

2009-08-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

My photobucket

http://s303.photobucket.com/albums/nn155/xiaonalove/

2009-08-24T15:39:00.004+08:00

Did nothing much during this one week .. Was staying at home most of e time , went to do facial ..was rotting at home wasted.. haha~ I reali feel so lazy ,I tink due to e pain that Y or mayb I just plain lazy ...

MOnday
Brought CArina to see a DOc .. her left eye lid was swollen but lucky nothing serious .. went HOugang Mall with my mum for a walk ..

I went to meet Xiao Ci yTd to eat as to celebrate her birthday too ... WEnt Ichiban SuShi to have lunch .. No pics .. keke meet up with my mum after that..do some shopping ..I was feeling so tired at e end of e day .. Had a few sticks of satays beofre hitting e shit .. I fall aslp after watching my favourite drama ...
I will b going for my appointment tml .. Babyboy , Mummy searching for a name for you .. =)
Staying at home .. resting.. blogging .. play game ..

I miss my mum... haha~
I don noe what wrong with blogger again .. I just cant seem to upload my dearest Carina photos .. Never mind .. will try again .. or u all may go to my photobucket to view her photos .. She growing up well .. growing one teeth again .. abit grumpy .. Sayang her lot...

2009-08-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

E past few days din went out.. stay at home acompany my little girl .. Saturday morning , brought Carina to Hougang Point for a walk ..we both ate KFC..Carina finished her whipped potato..how clever she is .. bought her clothes n hairbands .. met up with my FIL n BIL for lunch n home sweet home .. Feel so tired even at home .. haha ..
Went to catch a movie at TM .. 吓到笑 .. Rating out of 10 .. I will give 7/10 .. went home after that.. I reali cant believe myself that I will stay at home .. Cos I'm not someone hu like to stay at home.. =) . Went to a hair cut ytd .. Now I feel my hair more healthier .. will b heading back to my home later on .. going to bath now.. tata

2009-08-14T12:10:00.002+08:00

Feeling pain n cramp recently n my right leg hurt alot that I cant sleep well during e nite .. So xin ku .. I guess I giving birth soon .. So excited n scare at e same time cos of e pain that I will b going through n can see my babyboy.. These two little monsters are my life .. nothing can replace them .. Feel so happy at times when I see my Carina growing up well .. U noe is not easy to look after children when u r pregnant ... is so damn tiring .. I muz make sure there a change in my life after I give birth .. I wont b so soft hearted anymore ..

2009-08-11T12:35:00.003+08:00

I cant remember when but I tink is last Sunday , I went out for a walk at Orchard Road , suppose to have buffet at GoodWood Park but nothing caught our liking n one of them say let go for buffet at Taka .. In e end , I was so hungry that we end up in this Thai restaurant at Taka.. I swear I never go to this place again ,rating 2/10.. E serving portion is so little , e food not veri nice .. I would rather go Golden mile to have e Thai food .spoil our appetite n mood..haha .. They were swearing n curing non stop ... hahaha .. We went for a walk at e designer boutique cos one of them want to get a belt .. I still prefer Burberry this brand ..Went to ION but din reali explore e whole place.. Never mind .. shall head there again ..Presenting My carina wearing her cat outfit ..She learing to walk now.. how adorable

Thai chilren like to put powder on their face

my 8 Months tummy

Brother in law n his Gf

Niya.. izzit she cute

2009-08-10T09:27:00.002+08:00

Reply to all ~
Guys r not only jerks .. They are a kind of species that we Ladies are getting more n more sick of them .. rating out of 10 ..Onli 2/10 is good guy , e rest is a bull of shit ..When he is chasing you , he make u feel like a princess that u always dream for .. agree to everyday things you say .. buy gifts for you , fetch you on n off work .. take u for a walk .. hug you .. say 'I Love You' ...sooner or later .. Their behavior slowly start to change .. In their eyes , their 'brothers' is e most important friends but whenever things happen , only e family will b there not them ..Guys alw like to try out new things.. it will bored them to death if they stick to one thing for long .. When they wanna break with you , they will find 101 reasons just to get rid of you ..Worse .. WHen a lady doesnt want to let go , e guy will start using her mentality n physical .. This is e stupidness of women .. What is true love ?? can anyone tell mi? This reality is without money , you wont have honey .. but Guys willing to spend money on you if they like you ..
Fcuking piece of shit .. Guys .. You never know when ur retribution coming ...
Independent women ruleZzzz~

2009-08-09T18:26:00.002+08:00

Let us talk about this topice today which I long want to post it...

When a guy like you , he will do anything to please you even if it is against his wish ..He will do alot of sweet things n get ur attention or to impress you ..He will b like a real gentleman just to win your heart .. When you r attached to him , he will start showing his true colour .. He wont b so nice toward you .. start to go out with his friends n ignore your present but he still bring you out for lunch or movie when you nag about all this .. We girls need attention too .. we need someone to care n shower us with love , not just when we are together .. When you r married , worst !!!!! He will totally stop bringing you out , put you at home , disrespect you n do what he like .. stop showering you with care n concern , he would rather spend time with his friends n not you ..He would rather talk to his friends than you .. This is reality about guys ...They get sick of things easily which Y now women tend not to get married n b independent .. Men r so shallow that Women are banning them from e world ..

Dont you girls agree with what i write here ?

2009-08-07T11:33:00.000+08:00

Don noe what wrong with blogger again ... can someone fix it ... it getting more n more annoying ..
Tuesday went to my godmum's hse to have Thai laksa .. meet up with Daw , Niya n her mum .. it been years since we last met up
... freaking long...took pics of e two little princess .. will upload it soon .. Been staying at home till Yesterday .. I went for my KKH appointment .. Baby is fine .. I fall sick easily but today I'm feeling beta .. I'm preparing for my baby boy arrival ..
I shall stop here ..

2009-08-04T08:49:00.002+08:00

Finally , Pics can b upload ..did I change alot during my pregnacy?
My faical product

as e days is counting ...

my SIL bought this for Carina from her Bali trip

2009-08-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

I had a weird dream this morning ..
Din went out on Friday but went out on Saturday .. Went Golden Mile with my mum n godmum + Carina ..... Went to have lunch but this time round.. the food at this particular store is suck .. make mi no appetite to continue my food .. after my food, went to e supermarket to shop for a while before heading to my mum's place .. We went for a walk at central ..reach home around 11 plus .. I was feeling dead tired .. clean up Carina n tug her to sleep .. Been staying home since then ..

Don't know what wrong with blogger ... cant upload photos...arghhh ~

2009-07-31T11:41:00.000+08:00

Heading out with my Carina later on .. my dark ring is gettting worse... Help !!!!

I Hate my life ...

2009-07-30T10:50:00.002+08:00

I'm back to write my blog .. been adjusting my emotions n handle my stuffs .. I find that humans reali veri selfish .. I starting to get away n living in a fake front .. Sometime just cant stop tinking things that had happened to mi .. How to cool dwn in such a short period of time .. I reali feel numb in whatever shit that I m going through now .. I can b smiling n toking to you all nicely but deep dwn .. U all know how much I hate it ?!! Do u all know I been keeping fucking lot of thoughts in my mind that I wish I just can SHout it out loud ... Nothing I wants will just get it my ways .. I keep quiet n don wish to say cos I find it no point toking it out .. cos nothing will goes to my way .. Everything is U all said .. Fucking shit that happen will make no one forgive it again n again n again ... Everyone keep quiet when things happen.. did EVER ANYONE ask wat I fucking want?? U all know e hatred n anger that I have now reali can make mi kill someone without feeling guilty .. U all make mi to be fake.. I cant b myself anymore .. NEVER !!! I just so damn angry.. I been thinking Y my path is lk tt.. ? God know Y ..

2009-07-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my short post Yesterday ... Just briefly post out ..
I'm feeling beta now just that my flu is still e same .. On Monday .. Hubby fetched mi to KKH to see a doc n he went off to do something .. I stay in e hospital for nearly 3 hours before I can go home .. I'm on medication ..Flu n sore throat tablets ..antibiotics n Cough syrup .. I have to obey e doc if I want to heal recover faster .. Been resting this few days .. sleep n sleep .. Feel better Yesterday moening n I brought Carina to e cake shop to get some bread n cakes .. Saw my FIL n we had lunch at my house coffeeshop .. Carina teething period is over .. like finally .. Now my turn to fall sick .. sian .. Now, she don wan to slp on her bed .. hai .. wat can I do huh? I muz train her again .. SHe 10 months old now .. leaning to stand .. cute ... Ytd , Eun n Joel came over to look for Carina .. haha ... "Carina House" Remember Miss Eun?
gtg rest le.. bye bye

This photos takern ytd ..

2009-07-21T20:03:00.002+08:00

I have fall sick~ flu , cough n sore throat .. I went KKh to see a doc e day before.. lucky nothing wrong .. DOc gave mi many medicines .. got to rest le.. nite

2009-07-19T10:05:00.002+08:00

Waiting for e maid to prepare Carina's porridge ..I having a bad sore throat n cough ... Carina is having running nose ... she keep cryign during her sleep last night .. that make mi sleepless too .. feeling grumpy this morning .. I cannot fall sick ... bad weather .. i'm tinking what did i have last few days that make mi sick .. I'm so xin ku now .. feeling sleepy n at e meantime have to look after Carina .. I reali cannot have a good rest .. Haiz ... I hope for a off day .. haha .. I noe is impossible ... Resting day for mi today i guess ..

2009-07-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday ..play L4D with Darren n Eric at hougang plaza ...so unlucky .. getting killed most of e time.. haha~ Sister in law brought Carina to Hougang Mall for a walk .. by e time we meet up.. its already 8 plus .. Carina was running a fever .. When we reached home , I faster clean her up n tug her to bed .. Sister in law cooked Curry chicken .. I had two plates of rice + 2 pieces of breads.. bath n sleep ..monitor Carina fever too ..
Lucky this morning her fever subside but still grumpy as usual .. I tink she getting better .. I went out shopping with my mum .. Spent nearly 200 on facial products , masks n baby items ..Hubby gave mi money to buy all this ..haha... cab home .. Happy to see my baby .. I hope she will b fine soon .. love her to e max .. I'm going to upload her pics up soon.. haha.. just plain lazy .. I wan to get rid of my dark rings!!!! Its driving mi crazy ..I'm waiting for e time to pass.. feeding Carina milk .. watching telly ... falling asleep ..
nite everyone..

2009-07-16T10:56:00.002+08:00

In the end , we dint catch a movie .. was staying at home looking after Carina , she having fever .. brought Carina along when I tag along to company him to take things .. meet up with Joel n Eun for dinner .. 805 western food .. Carina fever has sudside but she still veri moody .. now she only want to slp yao yao.. don wan to sleep on her bed ..She cant sleep well too .. I wonder how long will this last .. I hope to watch Harry Potter next week .. hope nothing goes wrong .. Going to take my lunch ..tata

2009-07-14T10:44:00.002+08:00

Today might b going to catch a movie .. I use e word might cos I'm sick of tired of excuses n lies .. I just put 50-50 .. Been drinking alot of fresh milk ..to build up calcium cos my gum is weak since I was pregnant ...
I so sleepy .. catching a nap after feeding Carina .. I wonder when will she b ok cos she is damn moody ... I sometime reali feel headache .. 6 more days, she turning 10 months.. fast rite .. 2 more months , she turning 1... so fast rite~ She now will open all e cabinets that she can reach .. My wardrobe is her fav hangout, Whenever she has e opportunity , she will reach out for my basket that contain my undergarments n she will pour everything out .. Then , I will have to slowly put back one by one .. As she grow older , I tink baby don reali lk to sleep already .. SHe will play n play n play .. SOmetime , I will just fall aslp letting her play alone but she will wake mi up veri soon .. cos Baby need attention too .. I will switch on e cartoon channel to let her watch .. she learning to express herself .. She will fake her laugh , blink her eyes n she will ask for attention.. she is learning to stand on her own .. haha.. I guess slowly she will learn how to walk already .. Then tt point of time, is time to headache ..
I wonder can I handle it ...? two babies..I hope i can ..

2009-07-13T10:34:00.003+08:00

I've been home this whole weekend except bringing Carina to Polyclinic n my appointment ..Boring ~
So sian ...Woke up at 9 ..disturb by Carina ..she teething now ..Very hard to make her sleep.. Poor thing ..not feeling well but cant express out .. Guess not going out today ..

2009-07-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

Seeun birthday

Nice weather today ..Carina is not feeling good cos she growing her two front teeth .. She is so grumpy .. Poor girl ..Suppose going to my friend's place as she having sale later on but I cant make it last minutes .. So sorry .. n sorry for e overdue photos...

2009-07-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

Rainy season .. I remember last yr when I was pregnant with Carina , I said this .. hope when I doing my confinement . e weather will b e same ..so cooling .. Hope it will b e same .. =) Went for my KK appointment Yesterday .. My baby is fine .. Even though e doctor said I'm gaining weight but I tink still veri light for mi .. I'm 52.5kg for now n my babyboy weight only 1kg .. saw his little birdy when I went for scanning ... haha .. Hope I gain more ya.. I have been eating alot ya ..My babyboy is small build .. haha .. I tink i falling sick .. tired.. body aching .. i gonna rest le tata ..

2009-07-07T11:24:00.003+08:00

I have been trying to upload e photos but cant seem to get it done.. don noe what wrong with Blogger ?! arrgh........
Tink back ,so many things has happen during this 1 year plus .. Carina is 9 months plus now .. I'm going to b a mother of 2 .. Everything is money money ... Living standard of Singapore even though is good n safe but everything is so expensive ... thinking , a year ago , I'm still working enjoying my life n now a mother of 2 .. My life seem so happening .. it great to have ur own kids.. They r ur happiness ...This I reali can feel it.. I understand how my mum feel when she took care of us .. When we were naughty , she will feel heartache .. U tend to learn more , 2 more months ,I'm giving birth to my babyboy , he's been so active .. swimming inside my tummy .. My Carina is so cute .. playing around , active .. haha~ she learning many new things .. she like ppl to carry her .. she will b slping most of e time with mi ... She loves to play with children too .. I think she will dote her younger brother ..
I have to go through e giving birth process again .. I still feel scare of cos! .. after my confinement , I get to eat crab ... Yeah ... n lots of goodies .. I have experience backache now .. so painful .. no choice .. Carina now having porridge two times a day... she sleep in her own bed now ..
SHe just love to play ... hahahaha~

2009-07-04T12:00:00.003+08:00

I don know wat wrong with e blogger .. cant seem to upload photos .. but nvm .. will try it some other time .. random photos , random mood , random post .. just briefly said wat i want to say .. not in e mood .. I'm going for my appointment on e 9 .. same as Carina .. She going for her hearing test at Polyclinic .. Big girl now.. so noisy ..haha .. She still look cute .. I bored to death ..It been long since I log in to my audi .. No mood to play .. Just watch Yes Man dvd .. nice show .. 2 more months , Giving birth le.. I feel so excited ..I want to plan Carina's 1st birthday Party .. =)
Joel N Seeun came last night to play with Carina .. She hyper active.. haha ... I craving for some food which I myself oso don noe what I craving for

2009-07-02T14:58:00.006+08:00

Brought Carina out on Monday n Tuesday to meet my mum ..Tuesday went Golden Mile to eat.. yum yum ... Photos will b upload soon ya ... She so cute now .. Guess she growing teeth that y she doesnt feel like drinking milk now .. Tuesday night , meet up with Seeun n co for singing session , to celebrate her birthday .. please b patient n wait for e photos to b upload ya .. staying at home this few days n mahjong-ing ytd... at first lose alot but in e end.. Seeun help mi play cos I need to look after Carina .. lose 8 Bucks .. thank .. treat u eat some day ..

2009-06-27T10:46:00.002+08:00

Life seem so aimless .. 3 more months , I'm giving birth le ... I feel like I'm becoming another person .. It seem like e weather this few days can describe how I feel .. Rainy n humid .. I have alot of anger in my heart ... I not trying to gain sympathy nor need it .. I'm foolish to decide all this crap in e start .. I shldnt believe .. ya .. I shldnt .. What already happen , happened .. I'm too sick of it .. Just wait n see ..

ALL THOSE FUCKERS WHO READ MY BLOG N TELL TALES , GO AHEAD .. U THINK U CAN GAIN ANYTHING FROM IT , POOR THING U DON'T!!!!
I'M GOING TO BE EVIL ... I WANT TO VENT MY ANGER ..i FEEL LIKE SHOUTING OUT LOUD NOW ...U ALL WANT TO CHALLENGE MI RITE ..COME ON .. MY MIND IS IN A WHIRL .. FUCK THOSE SHIT .. CONDEMN THOSE USELESS GUYS

2009-06-25T10:22:00.002+08:00

I noe there friends hu concern abt mi .. don worry ... I m fine ... thanks for all e concern that I have ... I feel so lost n numb .. I just realise that even my closest family cant b trusted .. !!! I can onli trust myself .. nvm .. I shall not b bothered by them .. I muz relax n give birth to a cute little babyboy .. everything will wait .. I find that I'm not myself .. don noe la .. so fan ..

2009-06-22T11:03:00.002+08:00

I reali despise guys .. Those R born to b loser ... They r useless creature .. To mi , they r just a tool to mi .. I don believe such thing as love .. there no such thing as love u eternity .. FUCKING ALL LIES !!! something happen yesterday that make mi hate HIM ..no use waiting for mi to cool dwn ..I wont forgive ... I don need man to survive ... My family keep asking mi to spare a thought for e kids then hu spare a thought for mi ...?? I said it before , I won entertain nonsense .. everything will wait till I give birth .. I won hesitate n regret for my decision .. All along , i have been sparing a thought for my kids but U all think i nice to bully aR .. !!! fucking angry ...

2009-06-19T18:09:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey ...
It Friday night .. Singapore is so small .. no place to go but guess I'm not going anywhere tonight .. I want to go for Facial .. Don noe wat wrong with my black head .. Suddenly so many all over my face .. No choice .. pregnant is lk that .. 4 more months later .. I want to club , est my fav food .. Crabss!!!!! Yes Crab .... Yesterday went out dining with e group .. They order crabs .. Omg .. What I can only do is watch them eat happily while I have to endure .. SoB SoB ~
Carina is so playful , she like to tok to her toys .. keke .. she just make my day .. She never fail to grab thing which she saw .. Active n will smile when she see people .. She turning 9 months tomorrow .. Fast wor .. 3 more months will b her 1st year old .. I wonder how should I celebrate for her .. My cutelittle sweetypie .. She loves to go out .. haha .. like mummy .. haha ..
3 more months , my baby boy will b arriving ...I wonder how will he look like... more to mi or his Dad ? We shall see ... =)
my weight just gain abit onli .. quite worry .. 6 months le wor .. Hope everything will b ok ..